For my entire life I have used a mixture of helpful and hurtful rewards and punishments. Up until fairly recently most of my choices about how to reward or punish myself we’re not particularly well thought through, at least not consciously.
When I listen or read about David Goggins’s life there are many aspects that seem much too harsh and extreme for me or most of the people that I know. That does not mean his methods are not perfect for him. In fact, he seems strikingly healthy and fit in every measurable way to me. When I use cake and ice cream or cookies as a reward for not eating too many cookies the day before, clearly getting in my own way. Rewards are an area where many of us self-sabotage and I would say in something of a superstar at self-sabotage in my life so far.
When I take the time to reflect on my daily habits and how they serve or sabotage my personal goals I find some things relatively easy to change, all other things seem more deeply rooted. I have come to understand these are often subconscious beliefs, trauma from childhood, and potentially even generational or societal trauma. In all these cases, once I become self-aware of a self-sabotagingpattern, I decide to change it, then it’s just a matter of choosing a tool that seems most appropriate practicing using it and tracking my success. If I don’t see Improvement after what seems like a reasonable amount of time, then I will try something else or make a subtle pivot or some change in the way that I’m practicing.
One of my favorite ways to reward myself for positive progress is to go to the mountains or a lake. In fact I have my kayaks loaded in my van right now and as soon as I finish this the rough draft of this chapter I’m going to go enjoy a sunset paddle at cochiti Lake. I will dissipate excess stagnant energy on the ground and in the water. I will gaze at the sky and the clouds in the mountains all around. Often Just Before Sunset the wind dies down and the lake get super glassy. There are many birds that live in the trees along around the lake and most of them come home to roost in the trees before dark so it gets extra noisy with birds. The insects get worse in those conditions as well which leads to lots of fish jumping or sometimes big mouth bass swimming along the surface with their mouths open.
Another of my favorite ways to reinforce positive change is by making and keeping an artist date with myself once a week. I actually haven’t been keeping up with this commitment to myself very well lately and instead of eating myself up about it i’m going to make sure that I make an artist date with myself this Friday.
Some other ways that you might like to try to reward yourself or reinforce positive changes that you make as you progress on your emotional fitness journey include learning something new taking a little mini getaway or Retreat sort of like I do at the lake only you could make it longer like a whole weekend or even a week if you have that kind of time or just even shorter like trip to a massage spa or getting your nails done or getting a haircut you could treat yourself to something you love like a new book or a piece of clothing or a special meal at your favorite restaurant or something small like jewelry or something with sentimental value you could engage an extra physical activity again this is one of my favorites and I often use snowboarding and kayaking as rewards and incentives for myself. Enjoying quality time with loved ones and treating yourself to special self-care one of my favorites is lying out in the sun it’s free and easy and accessible as long as the sun is shining which is over 300 days a year here in Albuquerque New Mexico.
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Throughout my life, I’ve employed a mix of helpful and harmful rewards and punishments. However, I’ve come to realize that many of my choices in this regard were not well thought out, especially on a conscious level.
When I delve into David Goggins’s life story, I find some aspects that appear too extreme or harsh for me and the people I know. Nevertheless, I acknowledge that his methods suit him perfectly. In fact, he impresses me with his remarkable health and fitness in every aspect. On a personal note, using cake, ice cream, or cookies as a reward for not indulging in too many cookies the day before is clearly counterproductive. Rewards often become a breeding ground for self-sabotage, and I have been somewhat of a self-sabotage superstar in my own life thus far.
Reflecting on my daily habits and how they either serve or sabotage my personal goals, I find certain things easier to change while others seem deeply ingrained. I’ve learned that these challenges often stem from subconscious beliefs, childhood traumas, and potentially even generational or societal traumas. Once I become aware of a self-sabotaging pattern, I make the decision to change it. From there, it’s simply a matter of selecting an appropriate tool, practicing its use, and tracking my progress. If I don’t see improvement after a reasonable amount of time, I’m open to trying something new or making subtle adjustments to my approach.
One of my favorite ways to reward myself for positive progress is to spend time in the mountains or by a lake. As a matter of fact, I currently have my kayaks loaded in my van, and after completing this rough draft of the chapter, I plan to enjoy a sunset paddle at Cochiti Lake. There, I can release any excess stagnant energy on the ground and in the water, while immersing myself in the awe-inspiring scenery. Just before sunset, the wind tends to calm, and the lake becomes incredibly calm and reflective. The surrounding trees host a variety of birds, which create a melodious cacophony before settling in for the night. While the insects may become bothersome, the sight of fish leaping out of the water or bass gliding along the surface with their mouths agape brings a sense of wonder.
Another way I reinforce positive change is by setting aside an artist date with myself once a week. Admittedly, I haven’t been consistent with this commitment lately, but rather than berating myself, I plan to make an artist date with myself this coming Friday.
If you’re looking for other ways to reward yourself and reinforce positive changes on your emotional fitness journey, consider learning something new, taking a short retreat or getaway (similar to my lake outings), or treating yourself to a massage, spa session, or pampering activity like getting your nails done or a fresh haircut. You could indulge in something you love, such as a new book, a special meal at your favorite restaurant, or a small item of sentimental value. Engaging in physical activities that bring you joy is also highly recommended—I personally find snowboarding and kayaking to be rewarding and incentivizing. Lastly, don’t underestimate the power of quality time with loved ones and the rejuvenation that comes from self-care. For me, basking in the sun is a favorite self-care activity that is both free and easily accessible, considering the abundance of sunshine we have here in Albuquerque, New Mexico (over 300 days a year).
Remember, finding rewards that resonate with you and contribute positively to your emotional well-being is key. By incorporating these healthy rewards into your journey, you can further motivate yourself and celebrate the positive changes you make along the way.